Hello everybody, my name is Mooman380. And I haven't posted newgrounds.com for a very long time. I've moved on, to YouTube and twitch. Where I play games and upload my music for free use. I haven't streamed in a about 3 months and I missed out on some events I had going. (At some point I will play bioshock with you all) I have been busy, busting my ass off working and cleaning the damn house. I can't really record, due to the small fact that my mother is a clingy bastard and won't leave me alone for more than fifteen fucking minutes. I turn 20 in 19 days. I'm still making music and art. Most of my art is on my Twitter and my music is scattered around the internet. I am depressed, as far as I know. And I fear that I cannot emotionally grow my toxic household of mine. I feel like that I am mentally underdeveloped and that I am stupid for believing that my life could be, somewhat better. But It wouldn't and it will never be. I work at Sonic since December of 2022 and I fucking hate my job, no matter how hard I try to convince myself self otherwise. For the past 3 months I've been living day by day and I've have almost lost all creative drive. That's it, that's all I had on my mind as the current moment. I am just so tired.